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Updates Of BiBi's Changes...

2005-03-02T23:52:00.000-08:00

Updates Since BiBi's 1st Jab..
hiya..its bin awhile since im here writing my bloggy..BiBi has shifted bak to my
hm BUT..again soon he wuld haf to shift bak to his own hus for 2wks training in order
to start wrk for his 2nd sis.2day's e 6th day since BiBi's 1st hormones jab,towards his
new journey in his whole life! Changes haf bin noticed in Bi.I shd say itz since yday I reli
realised it, none other than his voice. It has actuali deepened.. Bi wuldnt wanna believe
tat till evryone whu has tok to him told him its true. Ever since his jab, Bi has experienced
all kinda changes in himself, lik his throat's itchiness & dryness..his ribcage,chest & all..
Even his appetite has changed, for e beta or worse im nt so sure.. e funniest ting bout Bi
is tat he yearned to haf his old voice bak bcuz in e past he tends to haf diff tones of voices wich
allowed him to sing songs easily, but nw.. hardly able to produce high pitches as wen as he
likes.. hmmm.. is tis considered gd or bad news to Bi? But I feel tat tis is a turning pt for
Bi..as in maturity in his tinking, behaviour & all..e nxt jab will b on e 16th or 17th Mar.Mre
obvious changes will b expected on his way thru his life..both of us "Hao Po Bu Ji Dai'' worx!
Hmmm..cuming sat is our 5th Monthsary liaoz..time reli flies though we both feel tat its
onli 5mths since love sparks betw us.We both haf reli gone thru alot,alot in tis relationship
of ours.Was it all reli tests bin given to us to go thru b4 we can c sum results?? I guess we haf
leave evryting to fate, letting nature tk its course rite god? Hmmm..hopefully our prayers will
b answered according to our wishes!! oki la.. gotta accomp my Bi n sis to mkt for supper liaoz..
Till nxt bloggy time den.. tk cre folks! Buaiz.. =)

A Black & Moody Wkend!!

2005-02-27T20:39:00.000-08:00

A BlacK WKeNd FOr ME!
Its juz another normal day,Sunday nite. Its nw 2130 hr. e onli diff is tat Bi Bi's nt
wif mi nw,nt even for e rez of e wk.im gonna miss him so so much! Actuali im oredi
m missing him lik hell.. He's nw wif gor gor at Da Sao,Rosanne's hse. Aft tat Bi Bi will
b heading his own hm..He nds to stay away frm my hse temporarily..alotza of tings
had happened recently..don wish to dwell on it liaoz.. juz hope tat evryting will b bak
to normal lik last time..Since his jab on thur, Bi Bi has bin complaining bout chest pain
& all... im getting worried bout him..im juz so useless.. Bi Bi has sacrificed so much for
mi & yet i "xiu shou pang guan"...so SAD!! bt teres one ting i cn provide Bi Bi wich others
outta r nt able to & ie. my moral support & true love for him!! :)

Mum's iLL Liaoz...

2005-02-25T00:13:00.000-08:00

MuMmY FaLLen iLL LiaOzZ...
hai~ so sad to koe tt my mum has fallen ill.. she's running a high fever, 38.5 degrees worx!
hmm... my bi & sis are nw wif her in clinic seeing doc..hope she'll recover soon..stupu bro
of mine! promize mi stay up wif mi tk cre of xavier bt gues wat..?he went dozing off in bed
rite nw! idiot him! mi nth to do ah.. so writing tis short blog to so-called entertain myself
as well as my fella folks.. ha! oh.. juz gt a sms frm bi. my mum's done wif e check up..nt too
sure of e outcome yet.. hav to wait til tey reach hm den koe.. reli hope she's gonna b fine
aft tkin med & havin a gd rez thru e nitez.. poor mi! i had to help tk cre of xavier during e
mid of nite if he were to cry or nds feeding.. so slpy nw! *yawn* fortunately for mi, im juz
wkin 5daes wrk.. wkends for mi to rez as well as update my blog & as well as tkin gd cre of
my ill mum..nw tok bout my bi.. he's bin complaining bout his throat. he said it's itchy & dry...
mayb its dueto e hormones jab he took ystdy. elaine ah elaine... don tink too much okie.
reli sooo slpy nw!waitin for my mum to ret hm... ha! c ya ard den... buaiz... :o)

New Journey For My Lao Gong!

2005-02-24T23:18:00.000-08:00

24th Feb 2005 ~> 1st Step To Lao Gong's New Journey Ahead...
hey hey folks... i've gt a gd news to "fen xiang" wif u man! its gt to
do wif my Bi Bi... guess wat?!he went for e 1st hormones jab juz nw!
he's nw bak hm wif mi... hmmm... i cn reli c & tt he's veri hapi over it...
bt... rather or shd i sae...veri...NERVOUS & TENSED UP as well... hmmm...
well... i gave my full support & encouragement to Bi Bi... wen he was on e
wae to mit his frens, axl & ivy mei, @ aljunied MRT control, he sms mi tt
tis gonna b e 1st step towards being a guy liaoz... :) aft e jab, bi told
mi tt he'd b gg to Orchard & mos prob to ktv wif tem, & ask mi nt to wait up
for him.. i was rather sad.cuz i reli MISS HIM so much! even juz being apart
frm him for juz barely 2hrs, i haf bin THINKING of bi bi wen i parted wif him
@ tpy... n u koe wats nxt? Bi bi came hm! i was surprised! thot he shd b @
ktv singing wif axl & ivy meh? hmmm... so.. he wanna gave mi a surprise so tt
i'd b dumbfounded wen i saw him... & indeed i was! :p & e nxt ting i koe was...
wen i was standing in e kitchen... i saw Bi bi holding on to a small bouquet of
blue rose! i was SURPRISED! yea.. i mentioned to him tis mornin tt actuali blue
roses r reli nice, pretty, though im one whu don lik roses, bt lilies & tulips...
& Bi koes tt too..hmmm... tts reli sweet of him! & he had planned to surprise mi
wif it... i was lik.. whoa! grinning frm ear to ear... well.. & u guys koe wad?
least than i expected... Bi Bi finali plucked up his courage to woo mi in front
of my mum! he started e ball rolling... he told my mum he's havin a liking on mi
& wuld lik to ask permission frm her to woo mi... hmmm... my Bi Bi was reli reli
reli veri nervous & tensed up! tis i cn c for myself lor... i koe him veri well...
once he's nervous or wat, he wuld start to stammer wen he tok... tis is him,
my dearest Bi Bi... it was lik... e situation... e atmosphere was rather awkward...
tensed... tts y i told him to giv my mum sumre time to reli cum to accept him n all..
n he promised my mum he'd wait for her answ...to nod her head to permit him to b
wif mi... he said no matter hw long its gonna tk him, he's willing to wait...i was
reli touched! Bi, u finali did it! don panick... don b stressed... i koe u r..
plus u juz tkn ur 1st hormone jabjuz nw... i truly koe hw u feel deep inside...
lets juz let nature tk its course... i personally believed time cn prove evrytg &
im sure if teres a will, teres a way rite folks? heehee...e onli ting i cn
sae is hav patience...& im sure u cn move my mum's hrt one of tis days... its juz a
matter of sooner or later tts wat i tink... i wuld nt force u.. further pressurising
u liaoz... i koe u had suffered so much as well.. b it in e past or present.. bt
one ting i cn assure u is... ... my LOVE for u will NEVER chng! tis i promise, n i swear!

Missing My Bao Bei...

2005-02-23T14:05:00.001-08:00

THInking Of My Bi Bi...
ah dui...here so sianz ah! juz done wif my meals.. actuali din eat much oso la..
juz took a"bao" wif iced milo tts all. hmmm.. nw chatting on fone wif my Bi Bi
& at same time typing my blog lor.. nth beta to do mah. so much wrk to do...
no idea cn fin on time anot.. tmr byrite haf to giv manager to review my wrk, oOps!
my Bi Bi nw singing songs to me & mi listening attentively... :) okie.. juz hang up e
cal wif Bi. nw haf to speed up my blogs liaoz..cnt tok much for time being.. til nxt
'episode' den... cya guys/gals ard okie..

sPeciAl msG tO Bi: " i LOVE u for as long
as i live, this i PROMISE, & you have my words! ''

Im So Overjoyed!

2005-02-19T17:30:00.002-08:00

In HiGh SpIrits!
hmmm...im e onli one ready frm bath,so nw sitting in front of comp,
posting bits & pieces of recent happenings.. my mum,bro & bi bi in e
kitchen nw, chatting away..bro styling his hair at same time,my mum
hanging clothes & bi leh... hmmm... let mi c... he's holding on to e
wardrobe's door,gues trying to c if teres any mre niceee tops tat he
can pei wif his jeans to go jalan wif us soon..wondering where we gg
ritez?? BUGIS!! hehehehe...beri happi yday & 2day.i koe bi bi oso in
high spirits..cuz.. my mum sumhw has opened her mindset to e les world!!
sumting worth to b happi worx...gues tis e day mi & bi bi hav bin waiting
for all tis whilst... bi bi, i koe its bin hard on u all tis while.thks bi,
for ur understanding & e constant care, concern & esp LOVE showered on a
little piggy(ME)!let us pray tat e hard wrk & patience we had wuld nt go
dwn e drain ritez??i wil b waiting for u bi...no worries bi, i wun leave u,
tis & tat i promiZe & swear!! hereby wishing both of us aLL eBEST LUCK to
our forthcoming WONDEROUS FUTURE! I LOVE YOU HUBBY!! muarKz.. :)

Baby Honey Always On My Mind...

2005-02-10T10:10:00.001-08:00

MiSsing My BAbY HOneY!
i miss my bi bi alot.. alot! hw i wish i can b by his side nw.. to haf dinner
wif him,chit chatting wit his family. he's at hm nw.. i onli gt to c him juz nw
wen he came to my hse ard 4. at times i reli envy him & his family, though
he confided to mi bout hw tey made use of him & all.. but.. at least he's far
much beta than mine, rite bi? hmmm.. wat to do?as e saying goes: "tong ren bu tong ming"
i cnt complain much after all.. i haf to face e reality..hai~ enuff of e family ting & all
liao la..bi bi.. wru? im askin e obvious rite? ha! at hm la..i miss u lik hell! nvr had i fallen
so so deeply in love wif sum1... bi bi, i koe we haf gone thru'countless ups & downs & i
koe we may haf hurt each other in sum other waes bt bi bi, i believe tat onli time can
prove evryting to u, as well as to mi... all along, i haf owaz tot tat words r powerful..bt
i guess im wrong. Actions speak louder than words! tat im very certain... tats y on our
4th mthsary,u received smth reli meaningful & special frm mi rite? :) u koe bi, tat on
& off i'd tink of e times we actuali juz gt to koe each other... remb? tats reli sweet horz??
hmmm... bi bi, i reli don regret my decision i made on 5th Oct 2004. i truly, madly, deeply
LOVE U frm my little hrt!! don 4get tat u owe mi smth reli precious worx... u koe u koe...
our wedding band! & our marriage, & our kids...TWINS worx! i'll b waiting for u bi, tis i
promize... & i swear u gonna b my one & onli one on tis earth,or shd i say it in a mre
exaggerated manner, 4 e rez of my life, 4 my nxt life, 4 my nxt nxt life,4 my nxt nxt
nxt life, 4 as many times as i can reincarnate... ... :) Bi, im 4ever urs,
KYAN THONG WEI REN!! MUARKZ...

Happy Chinese New Year!

2005-02-08T17:15:00.001-08:00

HAppi CHinEse NeW YEar FOlks!
hi folks..6 hrs & 45 mins to go..& it'll b CNY liaoz..advanced Hapi
Prosperous New Yr to U guys & gals! mi family olmost getting ready
to haf our reunion dinner.. mi miss my bi biso so so much!! he was
wif mi til juz awhile ago..he went j8 wif mi to get jeans.u koe wat?
i gt e same jeans as him,at Giordano.& it costs reli a bomb sia! 69 bucks!
ex rite? hmmm... kkkz lah...my purpose to post tis blog is for my bi bi..
i juz wanna say i love you bi!U came into my life wen i was dwn,wen all my
frens juz culdnt make a sound...U gave miLOVE & a reason to live, but moz
of all,U make mi believe...I believe God has sent U forMi & tat we r bound..
Itz our destiny...A destiny tat we shd b 2gether & tat we shd owaz b LOVER...
Bi, tis i wan U,to koe tat longer than e moon will ever glow, longer than
eternity will go,even if e rivers will no longer flow,& until i breathe
no mre...I PROMISE, i'll LOVE U MORE EACH & EVERY DAY!! muarkzzzzz & hugzzzzz! =)

I'm Falling Sick...

2005-02-07T23:20:00.001-08:00

wHoa kaO! im iLL liaOzZ laH..
hiYa.. to whOeva is reAding my bLog.. :'( sOb SoB... hAi~ sO sAd! u kOe wat?
im iLL! dwN wiT fEveR,soRe thRoaT & heAdacHe! tatS reAli baD fOr mi.. cUz
tmr iS neW yR's eVe liaOz.. waT kAo! reLi sUaiz siA.. hAi~ tiNk shd bLamE selF
foR haVing toO muCh sNacKs liaOz.. i deSerVe iT.. weLL, luckiLy foRmi..i haD
mY Bi Bi wiT mi tO sAyang SaYanG mi..& hE cOOked poRRidgE foR mI lehx..
niCeee oF hIm riTe?? tAnks Bi! hmmm... eNuff oF My iLLneSS liaoz.. i wAs ouT
wiT mY bAo bEi Bi tO shOp foR hiS NeW Yr cLotHeS.. eArli in e mOrn, wE wenT
tO His hSe tO reZ 1sT. aFt tAt, wE HEaded to OutRam paRK cuZ Bi sAid teRe's a
vEgeTariAn resTauranT wiCh serVed gd FooD. siNce im orEdi sO iLl, i leT Bi tO
deCidE waT to eAt. sO in e End, hE oRdered cLayPot dOu Fu, claypoT MixEd veGs
& sEawEEd soUp..nt baD laH.. den wE gO To OG whEre we gOt Bi's sHoe. e nxT pLc
We weNt tO waS orcHard. iT wAs wHere Bi GoT hIs pOlo tEe aT bOds & hIs dRop-wAist
JeAns aT GioDarNo.. & Bi wAs sHocKed tO reAlisE tAt hIs jeAns coSt 69 bUcKs! aFt aLL
e sTuFF tat hE haD gOt, he kIp oN SAyING "oUch"..cUz tIs Bi oF mIne vEri dE tHrIfty 1..
sO hEarT broKen iN geTTing suCh eX sTuFf for hImseLf..eVening tiMe reAches.. tiMe to
gO hm. bT b4 taT, Bi brOughT mi to a dOc aT cenTraL.. okiEz.. had tKen mY med.. haF tO
gO reZ liaOz.. gd 9 fOlkZ!

Never Outta My Mind...

2005-02-06T17:09:00.000-08:00

Bi Bi aLwaYz On mY mInd...
hai~ hai~ so sianz..kinda long time neber post my blog liaoz worx..
nw decided to write smth cuz...my bi bi nt wif mi..he went out for
an advanced reunion gathering wit his family,tatz y..i miss him so
so muchie!! its lik evry nw & den im tinking of him..yest was our
4th mthsary lehx! we had an advancedcelebration on fri..he bought
mi an angel pendant,wich i had mentioned to him earlier..& guess
wat i had for bi?i folded cranes for him..wanna koe wats e number
of cranes? 45...muz b wondering y 45 rite?cuz i thot ofe words
(in chinese characters), "lao gong, wo yong yuan ai ni"
niceee & sweet of mi ritez? hahaz...

In New Year 2005!

2005-01-22T23:03:00.000-08:00

HAppi NEw YEar!
hey hey..evry1 out tere! mi hereby wishing u guys & gals a hapi new yr 2005!
(thou i koe its kinda late rite?) anywae,tis is juz a start up for mi in here,u c..
so..i may tend to b abit lor soh,so hmmm..muz endure ah! haha...well...actuali
i kinda stuck dwn here,no idea wat shit cn i go on & on...so.. might as well treat
it as my 1st stop rite here,tis very sec..very min..